New Year? That is, like, sooooo three weeks ago! Yes,yes. I know this. But, you see, in our home the exchanging of one year for another happens dead center of a whirlwind. Every. Single. Year. Five of our six birthdays, several other family birthdays and celebrations, the 12 days of Christmas (because we celebrate for the long haul here)…. For the last several years the whole New-Year-lost-in-the-shuffle has frustrated me. It’s not possible amid the throws of festivities and obligatory celebration for me to stop and center myself. I’ve not been successful at even CONSIDERING resolution of anything other than survival.
So this year I decided to postpone our family’s turn over to the new, intentionally holding it off to be more purposeful in my actions. The idea hit me in the fall and I was excited to see if I could make it work. I wanted to see how it would affect my motivation and focus on the changes that I want for myself and my family.
It occurred to me in October that one of my main goals, one of the things most important to me, is to return to the blogosphere. And this time I want to be intentional about it. A few years ago my blog was pretty hopping. I was writing consistently and had a good number of readers. I got so much out of sharing, and was constantly encouraged by how others had found my vulnerability helpful in their own day.
Life changed and time became scarce after #4 was born. I backed off of blogging and moved to Facebook, thinking that I would find the ease of short status updates to be a relief . I’ve really regretted it ever since. So, I’m coming back home to the blog and going to be a distant visitor on Facebook. I’ve tried to come back several times and not been able to remain consistent. This time, I’ve worked on blog posts since October and lined them up so that I won’t go silent! I’ve typed my heat out many nights and hope that you all enjoy the telling of my days.
The rest of the world is three weeks into the year and I’m sure the newness of it has worn off. Resolutions that were exciting have turned to struggles or even feelings of failure.
I invite you to start over again with me. Make tomorrow morning your beginning. Stop what you’re doing right now. Celebrate the end of this day and look with excitement toward the dawning of a new one.
Because life is amazing. It is beautiful. And it is new every morning.